What do you do when you have been a dreamer your whole life, but have stopped dreaming? When your whole life has been made up by this big dream but that dream is slipping away? You are hit smack in the face by reality. The impact of reality can be a rough thing to face. I try to hide, its to hard to face I can't handle it. I want to go back, back to a time where I don't have to face this scary thing called reality, where I can just been in my own little world full of dreams and hopes. But no I can't those are long gone, I can barely see them in the distance now. So Here I am, sitting alone. Me and this reality. I sit here a long time. I don't say anything, I can't face it. Eventually, I get my strength and I look reality straight in the eyes. I feel the tears falling and feel my heart pounding, but after awhile I smile. I did it, I say. I faced reality.